ooooo itz friday da 13th!! keke im sho tired buh i cant fall back asleep.. 1 month wush great  we went out to da beach and to dinner wid lindsee and joe.. fun timez!! aw yoo guyz r sho cute.. den jux had our time alone, i love yoo sho much, i alwayz hab. ish sad dat it took us dis long to get together buh it dusnt matter atleast we're together and i pray we alwaiz will be. love yooooo beb

o yeh we hab our bridezmaid dresses... aww damn there SHO pretty!!! damnz good pick ate!! wid da help of US!!

happie birthday to mai dong seang lauren!! well ive known yoo since yoo were born and yoo hab alwayz been sucha good girl lolz~ except dose couple tmez?? err ish okie puaha i love yoo lotz and i hope yoo hab a good bdae!! we'll hab to go out sooon to celebrate!! love yooz!!

well tonite wush fun.. stopped by club chris stayed til almost 2 den mai beb jux came over and jux left a couple minz ago. im sho happie even mai rentz realized how happie i wush and dat nuthin botherz me or nethin. ish sho weird dat im DIS happie..  i love yoo brian. i can not tell yoo enuff how much i reallie do love yoo & care for yoo. god gave yoo to me for a reason and dat ish sho i could feel love & happiness. oh yeh found out i passed all my classes wid all a's and b's. puahah i wush jux as suprised as mai rentz were. sho dey took me out to dinner  y'kno it feelz good doin good tingz and recieving rewards. alsho jux knowin dat dey kno ive changed, makez me feel good. well i heard butterfly effect wush good sho i reallie wanna see it now.. mebee dis weekend? well i gotta be up earlie tomz for ate chelles wedding stuff!! n o yeh happy new year to all yoo chinese foolz out derE!!  lolz

brian- i love yoo sho much.. i cant believe yur actually mine  wow i guesh eberyone wush rite about us.. keke hoo wood ob thought rah? well im sho glad dat i hab yoo in mai life. well i mean ive had yoo in mai life for ober a year buh yeh. i kno yoo will treat me da best and i onlie hope im a good girlfriend toO. dis will b an experience for both ob us buh all i kno ish im sho happy and i cant stop smili n  i love yoo. i have and i alwayz will no matter wuh happens wid uus.

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well wuh a way to start off 2004  yeh i kno imma b hearin it ALL da time... "i told yoo sho" keke guess yoo did huh? lolz nerdz!! well im happie 2003 ish ober. dere wush alotta drama, accidentz, and heartbreak. i finallie stopped rollin n doin all da drugz i once did before. i barely eben drink nemore at all. mai rentz made meeh realize sho meni tingz dat i reallie take into consideration now. 2004 i am now more grown up & i can feel it wid da decisionz i make.  rnt yall proud?? i alsho am still maintainin mai job at guess which ish a kick ass job!! i lub it dere peepo dere r like mai 3rd familie  well tomollo nite ish girlz nite out! we habnt dun dat in awhile.. we can all hab TT n jux bond  i love mai girlz til da endd.

HAPPIE NEW YEAR!! tonite wush hella fun... esp dat i FINALLY cood go out agenn fuckkerzz!! i did end up drinkin a lil buh dat wush it... i knew if i got caught agen mai ass wood be dead foreal sho i didnt. neither did oppa sho tenx oppa he didnt want me to feel left out or bored since i wush da ONLY fuckin sober 1!! puahaha buh it wush fun chillin wid everyone at ob coursh where else buh club chris! puahah mai resolution ish to 1. lose weight 2. find me a GOOD boy 3. save more $ 4. less fights wid da rentz. puahah we'll see if i actuallie stick wid em or wuuh.. well 2003 had a LOT of upz & downz for meH.. sho meni memoriez, good & bad!! da best part wush finally findin mai crew & mai main girlz!! wuh wood i do widout em?! i can only hope dat 2004 will be even better.. alsho happie belated bdai to mai best girl AMY!!! i love yoo amz!! yoo r da best! i kno yoo had a good bdai! keke ok im dun.. hab a good new yearz & stick to yur resoLutionzz!!